~~Prayers~~

It’s a daily routine of most of us … We do pray God daily before we start our day … The Good Morning …Join  hands ,close eyes , bow our head ..  but most of us forget that … He is the almighty.. whom we are praying and wishing for something … We all pray but , ask yourself for once…”Do I really pray with  heart”? ,”Is that a Prayer”?..and now tell me what’s the answer that you get from your heart? Most of you must be getting my point… coz you all know that we repeat same thing everyday… and you all must be getting the word NO as your answer…. Right?

 

Prayer is that holy and pure thing that lets you forget your real world.. you just remember your God.. and your love towards him… Being in Love with God is called Prayer…Just think  a condition when one of your closest friend meets you after a long time and you are very happy to meet him/her but he/she is too busy to listen you. You will surely feel very bad and it depends on your nature ,what reaction you are going to show.

 

Now  tell me Do you think that this Almighty is so unknown to your  feelings and thoughts that you can make him fool so easily … you  ask him a long list of your wishes and start thinking  that when is he going to fulfill them  , even when your mind is not at all praying completely.. Its just like a Bad network in a Mobile connection … How will he listen us until the network is not clear ? So , who is responsible for a clear network connection? You know the answer …..We are responsible !!

 

Real prayer is that when your emotions are so overwhelmed  that you don’t have anything to speak out ,just a feeling of completeness ,a feeling of crystal purity.. When your believes on God are so very strong … you will not have to ask him even for once … and your each and every wish will start getting complete from the same moment…

 

So I wish Today onward You will Pray for sure ….

 

Keep Praying & Keep Living ..

 

Rest is seen by The Almighty!!

Love never says “Move On”

Yesterday ..I was sitting in front of  TV .. watching up Discovery Channel., meanwhile I saw  an advertisement  …. Fastrack one …. The  moral of that ad said “MOVE ON….”.The guy n the gal were getting separated from their relationship and they were taking back the things they had gifted each other ..the shades, wrist watch, photos …. etc.. and at last a punch line appears”” Move On Guys””…. 

 

 Really, that’s just a very small example of what we do see or listen every one or other day … people are actually forgetting the actual meaning of Love ,Relationship & Responsibility  …. Especially the new generation ….. Being practical, according to me, doesn’t mean being heartless or playing with emotions…. Its not a big issue if any boy or girl has now more than one boyfriend/girlfriend… but it’s a question of status for some of them.. 

 

Is it really that easy to break up any relation… or is this really a human act ? Is that so easy to forget the one whom you said for several times “I Love You” …Think for a while.. did u really love him/her? Love is such  a big word in itself that you need more than a life time to define it ..to tell it completely to the person you Love… Love is not so easy… and not at all to forget the one …. If you Love you can never Move On !!

 

Thats what I feel and I believe ………

Getting Loved!!!!

Many time  I talk to people about love. .What’s that???

Do u have any idea. .if I ask this question to you ..each one of you will be having various answers… along with several logics and reasons….

 

If  I ask it to myself. .I would say.. I love Love… respect Love….  And I truly believe in Love…For me Love is the purest bond that itself takes birth and survives forever without any reason, without being selfish….. I am talking about the love that exists in a mother’s heart for her baby…. A brother has for his sister… or a Lover has for his/her Love of lifetime…  Love is every where around … we are living just because we have a reason to live and we want to achieve our dreams that we love… Every desire, every passion has love within…

 

I feel the best option to get loved is to spread it  more n even more… try to feel others pain ,other’s happiness with in yourself … and you will be blessed … God ,The soul of Love,  showers all his love on people who care for others ,love everyone around!!

 

So start loving everyone & everything and God will surely Bless You !!!

 

Do tell me what is your Definition of Love??

 

I read somewhere:”” Love is a crazy thing ..a Song that you want to Sing

                                    And the Words lie deep inside your …Soul…””

 

Love!!!!

For My Love — Ansh

I said to Maa “Maa take good care of Di”. I do remember, still 15 days were left in my Di’s delivery we all were too exited before the time…

On 16th of May 2007 ,I was in my hostel ,as I talked to Di and Maa ,on phone, I got relaxed  … and then went to sleep , My phone rang at 2:30 AM and I was totally unconscious of what I was going to hear.. Mom said from the other side …”Tanu! What’s up? ” I said “Maa You?” She said:” We are blessed by Lord Krishna, a cute baby boy has come.” “Oh my God!” I yelled and all of my friends in the room too got exited. I then talked to Di , she always wished for a baby girl ;as she had plans of dressing her up like a doll and tying up her plates !!   Still she was happy and was partially faint.

The very next day I packed up my bag and reached home … but yeah before home to the hospital … to my dear new guest ..My Love “Ansh ” ..A little pink baby wearing some white dress… But yes he was looking Handsome!! Hahahahaha… He was the Hero of the entire celebration and yes I do remember Di saying “I am also here!” …. As she is… always kidding !!

She was there in the hospital for three more days..along with our sweet heart and I went there just for few hours daily … Finally the day came when my honey bunch came Home …. Whole Family was busy with their respective new tasks….and by God’s grace , I was the lucky one… Why ? coz I got the lucky chance to sleep with Di n my cutie… Nights were no more sleepy then ….. We both (Me and Di) started discovering new activities of the little champ … I never had taken this much of responsibility of a child before … lots of new experiences and lots of new feelings…Di ,as she has been always, is a great mother with lot of patience and love for her Ansh , Jijaji used to come very frequently to meet up his son ,so that he could also recognize him as his Papa, The Dear … We all remember the first day he looked at us …The first day he reacted to our call …His every Small and Big achievement was our pack of celebration …

He is in 10th month of his age now ….. and is learning everyday according to the various Milestones, I had no idea of any such feeling before he came to our world…The kind of love I do have for him. I can just do anything for him …Whenever I go out for shopping I don’t forget to buy something for him… any cute little thing ,or whatever . I don’t miss even a single chance to meet him ,as my Di and Jijaji live in the same city, Not everything can be mentioned here … I think this is a feeling and a responsibility ,which came itself in me, when I became, MASI (a person like mother) … and I can truly and completely understand the meaning of this word now.

Thanks Ansh (My love)!!

शुक्रिया ए ज़िन्दगी!!

जाने कहाँ से ,
यूहीं बिन बात, 
कोई ख्याल आ रहा है|

खिड़कियों से बहती ठंडी भीनी हवा के साथ
कोई पैगाम आ रहा है |

एक आहट सी हुयी जो 
तो दिल चौक गया,
हँसते हुए मन फिर खुद को सम्भाल रहा है |

खोयी सी आँखें ढूँढती फिरती है जाने क्या?
इस सवाल सा ना कोई सवाल रहा है …

उस ऊपर वाले का ही है ये करम,
कुछ ना होने पर भी सब होने का एहसास हो रहा है |

खुशियों की जैसे बारिश हो रही हो मेरे आँगन
सोंधी सी खुशबु से दिल का हर कोना बाग़ हो रहा है |

ज़िन्दगी तू जो दोस्त बन गयी है मेरी,
ऐसा अनोखा तो ना कोई दूजा साथ रहा है |

VARIOUS SHADES OF AN INDIAN WOMAN

  
  

What is Right?

Everyday I wake up I recheck my routine n schedule for the day…Things I have to do and I want to do… But as Practical Life has no ideal case… Some of the things don’t go that way. I recollect them and add them up in the next day’s schedule. People with whom I am attached are my first priority , Inspite of my place in their life.

I don’t know I should call it bad or good, but its my habit to take care of people around,I can’t see them unhappy … and do my best to make them feel good…But may be I am over possessive or so ..coz this time I felt that people are getting irritated , may be they don’t want my interference or whatsoever , but as I can’t help it I will keep doing what I feel I should , of course with a Sorry !!

And I would never speak out what ‘they’ really mean to me !! Coz if my affection n love is enough and true they will realize it someday or may be they just ignore it off..I DON’T CARE!!

I will make all efforts to let them feel light and good ,wiping up my hidden tears!!