कलम  हाथ में है लिखूं तो लिखूं क्या  ?
नहीं मानता  दिल धड़कता बहुत है,
इसे जब भी पढना  ,अकेले  में पढना
मेरे प्यार का ख़त  मेहेकता  बहुत  है..

कभी सोचा था तुझे ख्यालों  में
कभी माँगा  था दुआओं में तुझे
अब जाकर  मिले हो
खो ना दूँ ,दिल ये डरता बहुत  है !!

सारे जहाँ की खुशियाँ  हो तेरी पनाहों में
और सारे नज़ारे  आँखों में तेरी
हाथ थामे  तेरा अपने हाथों  में
अक्सर  ये सपना रातों  को जगाता  बहुत  है !!

तेरी  याद  जो हर वक़्त मिलती  है मुझसे
तेरे जहाँ मुझे लेकर  आ  जाती  है…
वापस  जाने को जब भी सोचती  हूँ
हर कदम  मेरा फिर बेहेकता  बहुत  है!!

शुक्रिया करू  उस खुदा  का या तेरे आगे सर  झुकाऊं
तुझे पाकर अपनी  ज़िन्दगी में …
मेरे घर का आँगन  चेहेकता  बहुत  है !!

For My Love….My Life…..

ThoughtsSometimes sitting alone , doing almost nothing…gazing at the sky , feels good and relaxed; I was enjoying one of such winter afternoon in my balcony … to my one side, was a road near by my house, quite busy..” Delhi road”!!! , other side stood another building similar like mine. below my balcony … was the residential parking ,so, a Mercedes was parked there ( reflecting a signature of space, comfort & capital),then , back to the skies… few little clouds, here and there, but there existence seemed not bothering anything in the surrounding… Suddenly a screaming sound brought me back to the REAL WORLD, a Jet airplane… How could I forget? Our house was situated near IGI Airport ,New Delhi. Hmmm ..So Busy sky … hahhahaha , rather a funny sentence.But real !!!

Busy people, Busy Lives.. Busy every part of society….. This Busy Bug has bitten every nook & corner of the world… Everyone running for something or someone…. Very few of us get time to relax and think for a while that “What for we are running ?” very few of us enjoy living , And tell me very frankly , are you one of them?

What so ever part of my life I have spent , will never come back to me now; but I have learnt a lot from that part and whenever I refused to learn ,Someone very close to me helped me out to face the reality , I will always be thankful to him whole my life long .. Previously , the way I used to think was different and it has changed totally now. WE PEOPLE ARE MEANT TO LIVE FIRST, TO ACCOMPLISH WHATEVER WE WANT TO ,THEN RUN BEHIND ANYTHING ELSE !!

Well, Its true as well that Situations and Time limits us at many edges of life,but regardless of all these factors we can make our attitude likewise so that even in most crutial time we can manage things peacefully and positively , having faith in ourselves .Time lost will never come back but the footprints  we left behind should always be remembered both on positive & negative part, to renergize ourselves at the time of downfall.Every single thing around has some bad and good aspects ..try to peep up at the good one,and ruin down the second half.

Coming back to my Balcony story , I saw a very cute little girl sitting inside the Mercedes … Smiling at me … I smiled back to her ,that moment sparkled a freshmess and I could feel more relaxed. The busy road was still busy but on the other side I could see a bouquet shop loaded with fresh flowers. Sun was going to say bye , birds were returing back to there homes and those nearly ignored clouds gathered up near the sun to decorate the scenery  .

Smiling  girl

Remember , Sher Shah of the summer of ‘99!! Yes I am talking about the same Great Martyr ,the Kargil Hero, who happily laid down his life for his motherland , caring for nothing else than Victory of the Nation, Yes, Captain Vikram Batra! The man whose war motto” Ye Dil Maange More!!” made him an everlasting Hero. Today, I got something to share with you all ,an article which reflects a total different Vikram Batra (Luv), not as a soldier but as a Young & Loving Man .

I  read this article long time back on my friend’s pc and believe me , the very moment ,Respect and Love for Captain increased really deep in me . I was searching for this article since then but wasn’t able to get it …. and today ,I don’t know why , I hopelessly typed in google search”Memories of Laughter“… and surprisingly it was in front of me …. Totally unbelievable !!!!!!!!!

What else can come in mind of a  Captain’s fan !! I am giving the link here :“Memories of Laughter- By Veenu Sandhu” so that everyone who is in love with our country & army can have a look and get a chance to know another chapter of our Hero’s life , I don’t have any doubt in declaring it that all of you would love it and will surely get more attached to Captain Vikram Batra.

In addition I am attaching here a new pic of that great man ,” Our Beloved Sher Shah”.

Ye Dil Maange More………….

                                

 

Opening up my Wings Today ..

No barriers are around anymore…

Wanna take a clear n a fresh deep breath

No clouds of fear anymore….

 

Loads of  blissed Red Roses…

Fresh breeze of a new morning …

and a night studded with stars..

Some pure soul is blessing me ..

 

A gentle smile , lil drops in my eyes…

Arms wide open ..Trying to touch skies..

Bidding Good Bye to old sorrows,

And greeting up a new tomorrow !

 

You know what .. I got a bag with me

Holding it up with gentle care..

Full of feelings & emotions..

And all my Love for my special ones..

 

That’s the only treasure I have ..my dear

Come along I will show all that to you,

And may be you too start loving them..as I do

Come with me.. Yes, here on this way…

 

See the clouds are running away…

And a new rainbow is appearing there

Can you feel the purity in the wind?

I never found them likewise before..

 

Its strange how they come to know?

Every single thing is changing here

I never tell them … may be its you ..

Did you know this already ?

That I wished every time Just For You !!

ए ज़िन्दगी मेरी..
तू किस डगर को चली,
साथ ले मुझे भी ज़रा…
मुझे भी दिखा
तेरे हैं जो नए से रास्ते ..
जिन्हें है जीना मुझे अभी …

क्यूँ इस रास्ते पर खड़े सभी
मुझसे इतने बेगाने लगते हैं ?
मैं जानती हूँ उन्हें ,
पर वो तो मुझसे अनजाने लगते हैं |

ज़िन्दगी तुझे इतना था चाहा मैंने..
इतने प्यार से तुझे संभाला है ..
क्या गिला हुआ मुझसे जो
तू भी आज मुझसे ही खफा है ?

 

It’s a daily routine of most of us … We do pray God daily before we start our day … The Good Morning …Join  hands ,close eyes , bow our head ..  but most of us forget that … He is the almighty.. whom we are praying and wishing for something … We all pray but , ask yourself for once…”Do I really pray with  heart”? ,”Is that a Prayer”?..and now tell me what’s the answer that you get from your heart? Most of you must be getting my point… coz you all know that we repeat same thing everyday… and you all must be getting the word NO as your answer…. Right?

 

Prayer is that holy and pure thing that lets you forget your real world.. you just remember your God.. and your love towards him… Being in Love with God is called Prayer…Just think  a condition when one of your closest friend meets you after a long time and you are very happy to meet him/her but he/she is too busy to listen you. You will surely feel very bad and it depends on your nature ,what reaction you are going to show.

 

Now  tell me Do you think that this Almighty is so unknown to your  feelings and thoughts that you can make him fool so easily … you  ask him a long list of your wishes and start thinking  that when is he going to fulfill them  , even when your mind is not at all praying completely.. Its just like a Bad network in a Mobile connection … How will he listen us until the network is not clear ? So , who is responsible for a clear network connection? You know the answer …..We are responsible !!

 

Real prayer is that when your emotions are so overwhelmed  that you don’t have anything to speak out ,just a feeling of completeness ,a feeling of crystal purity.. When your believes on God are so very strong … you will not have to ask him even for once … and your each and every wish will start getting complete from the same moment…

 

So I wish Today onward You will Pray for sure ….

 

Keep Praying & Keep Living ..

 

Rest is seen by The Almighty!!

angel-of-peaceये एहसास कैसा है….
क्यूँ है ये मेरा इतना अपना कभी ,
तो कभी ये ही सबसे पराया लगता है …
कभी दुनिया जीतने का एहसास हुआ मुझको …
तो कभी सब कुछ खोया सा लगता है !!

हर पल मरती हूँ दिल ही दिल में
फिर हर पल खुद को जिंदा करती हूँ …

तुम नहीं होते तो सब सूना लगता है …
आते ही तुम्हारे सब आसां लगता है …

दिन जो बीता बुझे दिए सा ..
छूने से तुम्हारे रौशन फिर लगता है …

ये रौशन दिया अब कभी न बुझने दूंगी …
तुम्हे किसी बहुत महफूज़ जगह रख लूंगी |

जाने कब ये कह पाउंगी तुमसे मैं ..
जाने कब आएगा वो मुस्कुराता पल ..
दिल ने तो हर वक़्त कहा है तुम्हारे दिल से ..
जाने कब ये जुबां भी बोल पाएगी !!

Yesterday ..I was sitting in front of TV .. watching up Discovery Channel., meanwhile I saw an advertisement …. Fastrack one …. The  moral of that ad said “MOVE ON….”.The guy n the gal were getting separated from their relationship and they were taking back the things they had gifted each other ..the shades, wrist watch, photos …. etc.. and at last a punch line appears”” Move On Guys””….

Really, that’s just a very small example of what we do see or listen every one or other day … people are actually forgetting the actual meaning of Love ,Relationship & Responsibility …. Especially the new generation ….. Being practical, according to me, doesn’t mean being heartless or playing with emotions…. Its not a big issue if any boy or girl has now more than one boyfriend/girlfriend… but it’s a question of status for some of them..

Is it really that easy to break up any relation… or is this really a human act ? Is that so easy to forget the one whom you said for several times “I Love You” …Think for a while.. did u really love him/her? Love is such a big word in itself that you need more than a life time to define it ..to tell it completely to the person you Love… Love is not so easy… and not at all to forget the one …. If you Love you can never Move On !!

Thats what I feel and I believe ………

तुम कहते हो ,मैं कुछ कहती नहीं ….
कैसे कहूँ की अब जो हाल है
हर घडी तुम्हारा अफसाना ..
हर पल तुम्हारा ख्याल है …

सपनो में है  तुम्हारी झलक
जागते ही फिर दुआ तुम्हारी 
जितने पल हैं उतनी यादें …
तुम्हारी ,तुम्हारी सिर्फ तुम्हारी..

खोयी सी रहती हूँ बातों में 
जब जब भी तुमसे मिलती हूँ …
और जब रुक कर तुम कुछ पूछते हो
मैं ,निशब्द बन छुप जाती हूँ ..

कहीं जान न लो सारे राज़ तुम ..
कहीं कुछ गलत न कह बैठूं मैं ..
डरती हूँ खोने से अब तुम्हे
क्या कहूं पर मानो ,सच है यही …

सोचती हूँ कभी-
“ये कहूँ ,वो बताऊँ ”
फिर तुम्हारे आते ही !
मैं खुद को भूल जाती हूँ
जाने ऐसा क्यूँ होता है ?
मैं तुम में ही खो जाती हूँ |

तुम्ही बताओ क्या कहूँ मैं अब ?
तुम्हारी ही बातों के सिवा ..
मेरी दुनिया तो जैसे बस
तुम्हारे ही आस पास है !!

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